lonemushroomSenior Contributor
Furious at a broken system yet again
Well, I knew it was only a matter of time before the system would let me down again
I have just found out, through no official notification whatsoever and merely by chance through my own searching, that the scheme run by my local health network allowing me to access more psychological help than the usual medicare sessions per year has now exhausted their funding as of *checks notes* just slightly over two hours ago, to be precise. so I will no longer be able to access therapy at my usual psychology clinic which already took two years to get a re-referral back to. other people I know who also use the same service won’t be able to go to their psychology clinics anymore either.
I am furious to say the least. I can’t afford to even pay the gap fees most places ask for nowadays. I don’t exactly live in a super happy wealthy area either so I’m not the only one in this position. why wasn’t anyone at least notified officially?! that way myself and others could’ve had a chance to even slightly prepare for such a shock. I wasn’t told by anyone, neither were other people I know seeking the same kind of help. if I hadn’t gone looking for info on my local health network for something else, I’d still be oblivious to the fact.
I can’t handle going without the help I need again. I really can’t. Thank goodness I’m still in recoveryclub, but as we all know sane is not a clinical or crisis service.
I’m so upset, shocked, angry, and devastated. its bad enough that my usual clinic has changed therapists three times on me meaning I’ve had to constantly re-tell my story. so many places either don’t know how to or refuse to help. it shouldn’t be this hard to just have access to a therapist where my treatment isn’t going to be disrupted by stuff like this. I’ve been through mountains of trauma this year on top of my already years long diagnosis of C-PTSD and this is way too early in the recovery process to just get…..dropped, it feels like.
I have two sessions left with a new therapist I hardly know, and then I can’t get a new referral to them again. I have no idea what I’m going to do when that time soon comes and I’m really scared. I wish people understood how hard I’m always trying to get better and really recover from all the horrible experiences life throws at me but the constant disruptions from navigating a stressful mental health system make me feel so hopeless.
I know I’m not the only one who’s faced challenges like this despite some people trying to make me feel otherwise so if anyone does have any suggestions as to even getting a mental health team together like I’m supposed to have then that would be dearly appreciated
Apologies in advance for any lack of replies from me. I’m absolutely burnt out and tired of using all my energy to calm down from stress all the time.