DID Parts & Feeling Unsupported

Hi, okay — please bear with me while I try to put my thoughts into words.

I’ve been on the NDIS since 2016 and I’ve always had a psychologist through them. Recently I lost my psychologist because NDIS still doesn’t recognise my Dissociative Identity Disorder as something they can fund treatment for.

(My support coordinator and I have been trying to sort this out for about 18 months now.)

I understand that technically it’s a funding issue and not personal… but emotionally, I feel abandoned. I’m on a pension and can’t afford therapy on my own, and it’s left me feeling lost in the fog.

I’m wondering if anyone else has been through this —

How do you settle your parts when they’re screaming for help?

How do you cope when trauma keeps resurfacing and your brain keeps replaying the abuse?

I feel like I’m trying so hard, but I’m drowning a bit and could really use some guidance from people who understand.