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The need to vent
Hi. Im back. In fact I never left meaning nothing has really improved. Do you wish you could talk about anything at anytime knowing your conversations would continue and not fizzle out a bit like a chain. Multable people joining in? I do. Go to a counsellor some say, i dont want a counsellor It would be nice to be heard and understood. Guess some of you know what its like being used abused and controlled by someone's anger management and the only times you hear from them is when they want something and you help them because there is really no one else, but once they find someone else you become second best and used again and again to suit their needs. And if you stick up for yourself you are manipulated by them and the worst mother or grandmother. Controlled by their temper. 2 girls if I dont do as they want and stick up for myself, which I have, I dont hear from them one was 2 years. Im on my own have health issues looked after my daughter her baby, 6 yr old son her large dog put up with a lazy manipulating im so sick partner of my daughter. They have gone back home but still im being used because her partner is playing on his sickness. I've worked him out and he knows I am not impressed. He plays on things so he can get out of helping my daughter with the baby and chores
I've had to put my foot down and say I cant help. I've had cortisone infection for dislocated biceps and torn rotar cuff plus other ongoing physical issues. Asking for money and i bet its for their addictions. I've had enough. I feel alone really alone. My kids dont even check on me to see if im ok no text or phone call, nothing. One i hardly hear from the other is the daughter user.what have i done to be unwanted like this. I never ever treated my parents or mum with such disrespect or unloylaty. I checked on my parents daily. I lived with and looked after my mum when dad died for 9 years.all im asking for is to know they care about my welfare but obviously not, too selfish im on my own they dont really care otherwise actions speak louder than words.
