cozy_726Senior Contributor
im done with the people around me
Im just done with the people around me, i go to work and i have a two faced boss who seems nice at times then threatens to dock my pay because i was 2 minutes late to a work meeting when i was handling other work related stuff, and at home i get told im a gaming addict when i work full time with overtime and then almost immediately sleep when i get home. Im just so done with the people around me and interacting with people. Like today i got told by my dad that all i do is play games, because for once i finally managed to get a rest day and decided to relax for a bit, but suddenly that means im addicted when i barely play games anymore because im so tired.
Im just so tired of this stuff and these people. I just want to be alone and let me do my own things.
Then there's my job which is depressing as everything is timed down to the second.
Im just so tired with it all, like to the point every day going to work [descriptive imagery - edited by moderator]
All my friends are busy doing their own things and i feel a lost of connection.
And then again, i use gaming to get out of a rut, i force myself to stream video games so i talk and drown the depression away as staying in bed makes everything worse.
I dont know what to do, and im just so tired. I dont have support of any kind, and my only escpaism i get blamed on.
I think the medication made me a lot stable today, but every day i feel more and more numb
Like a day just ads onto the pile of stuff before i can work through it
Idk, writing this down made me feel a tiny bit better to get my feelings out, though i dont know what steps to take next
