Any suggestions

Hi all T/W

I hope this finds you well. Considering

After another disassociated episode. I was physical and became assaulted as well. Law enforcement was involved. I am aware of" my " own faults and responsibilities, I'm also aware of my account and when the other party is twisting the narrative,to suite their perspective,I am now somewhat confused. And I am struggling to see how someone who is supposed to care, can lie directly to one's face and then proceed to gaslight, myself into full swing. Because as anyone who has CPTSD and disassociated before knows. We don't forget everything that happens. Even if we do have a concussion. I honestly appreciate your response and if not that's okay too. Thanks 🕊️✌️