YessyCasual Contributor
Don't know what to do next
I had my first bout of real depression straight after I gave birth to my first son, that was 15 months ago. I didn't want to believe that I was suffering from this and didn't seek help. Had a job to go back to but had to resign because I was afraid to take antidepressants as I had a gut feeling I was suffering depression from an underlying health issue. Sure enough found out 11 months after that I did indeed have an underlying health issue by a naturopath and I was skeptical of taking antidepressants because I wanted to treat the cause not the symptoms. But desperate to feel better took the st John wort's elezac that she prescribed saying that it was going to get better (more like made me worser) anyhow took it for about 6 or so weeks. Had gotten side effects that I never had before and still felt crap, it did change my mood but I was still tired. So I decided to taper down over 8 weeks because my body is sensitive to medication as I tried stuff throughtout the 11 months to no success that's why I decided to go see a naturopath but everything went downhill from there. I tried taking iron tablets for 3 days, interaction so stopped that. Tried seacure (a form of fish oil) for 6 days a week before I came off elezac (don't know why I did that) but that caused me to have a very bad withdrawal phase must be from both stuff and I got toxicity from that before the bad withdrawals which I would say was serotonin syndrome. Fast forward 2 weeks after thought I was in the all clear and tried colostrum just 1 day of that cause the hypomania effect so stopped that. And now a month after I decided to try tumeric as it is an anti inflammatory that was ok but ended getting sick with a cold and had no choice but to take a painkillers because of the ache in my body. The headache and that are gone but I got hypomania again :/. I feel like I'm going to be plagued by the new symptoms and am afraid to try another antidepressant as it looks like I can't even take painkillers with these things now. Side effects still have to this day, hypersensitive ears, hypomania some days on and off mainly when I'm doing chores or exercise after the interactions and I'm thinking these may be permanent now, hence the reason I don't want to take another antidepressant. I have just started christian counseling and am going to church so trying to stay positive but it's hard.