Am I here?

thanks teej, yeh 'm not in hospita..l i think i move housd

@utopia maybe a little. i don't know. everything is confusing which probably i should be used to by now but more confusing that usual i guess. i don't know - the only thing i know is that i don't actually know anything at all. when socrates said that it was profound but for me it's just screwed up. i feel like i spent 9 hours today trying to work out if i was alive but it might have just been 9 minutes. i really can't tell. sometimes i'm in places that seem as real as this but they're not here so how can i know which is right? does anyone else have this?

thanks @Kurra @utopia. I don't know. I try to do what @Kurra says and similar things that have worked before but I don't think this place is real. I'm trying to count time which is hard but if I'm doing right then here is not as long as other place so I guess that makes the other more real than here. Then also other things don't make sense like I don't remember here being like this before so maybe here isn't actually where I think it is. Does that make sense? It makes me tired, sorry I should try to contribute here more

thanks @utopia. i hear things that make me worried that a bad thing is going to happen but if this isn't real then it doesn't matter does it? maybe even if i don't know if it's real or not that means that it doesn't matter. i dont know. yes you're right. i should not give up trying to work it out just in case.