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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Pretty done hey

Pretty done hey

Sometime last year I can't remember time anymore as I am losing the plot but I remember I got someone to get me these cactus cos I thought in my isolation it could be my friend and as cactus survive harsh conditions I thought we could do together. Yet I've killed two out of four already so what's that mean? I knew I have no good luck but yeah this sucks. I honestly am running out of fight. I hate weekdays cos it only leads to me fighting for help and no one being able to so I always end my day defeated and then my mum well I don't even have energy. I just wish someone would hear me and help.

 

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Re: Pretty done hey

hiya @Former-Member i really feel for you, i wish i had the power to do more to help you. i wish life hasn't chucked such harsh challenges at you, but i'm so glad that you're here, trying and showing such resilience. we here you and we're sitting with you.

i too had some succulents... everyone told me they were the easiest to look after as well... one of them died and the others are in my mum's care in attempts to revive them. you're not alone.

do you name your cactus' ?

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