I’m a night owl also. I enjoy the quiet safety of the night but unfortunately I also don’t sleep well or even ‘get to sleep’ for a variety of reasons…. All of these ‘reasons’ stem from my MH diagnosis.
The ongoing struggle to get a decent consistent sleep impacts negatively on my days and creates a negative cycle that further affects my fragile mental health along with pretty much every aspect of life.
it has become a very difficult situation for me and I’m currently trying to find a psychologist to help me work through the ‘why’ of nights that are often filled with illogical sleep deprived panic.
overthink much? Why ~ yes I do… and I don’t know how to turn it off.
So often I am awake, in discomfort, wanting / seeking / needing sleep and yet unable to ‘get there’. Even with the assistance of a CPAP machine I can respond to attempts at sleep with the need to sit bolt upright in terror (at what I don’t know).
Sleeping tablets of the many varieties I have tried all go to creating a more ‘tired’ version of the waking day.
Restless Legs Syndrome can kick in after I take my evening meds causing the need to appease the agitation with movement, thrashing and stomping around the house.
I’ve been trying to address just this one issue ~ sleep ~ for so long with nil real advance.
It is a difficult circumstance.
Good luck with your journey towards better sleep hygiene.