Cats101Senior Contributor
What do I do
WARNING
talking about intimate stuff
I'm sick and tired of myself, this is the first time I've admitted this,
Because of my truma I have hyper sexuality, and its like my minds constantly thinking about sex it's been like this since I was little and able to understand with happened to me, I'm religious and want to wait till marriage, but I can't stop acting on these desires, its like my minds being taken over by someone else, I don't know what to do, I've talked to my mum about this, but she has no clue on what to do, I just want it to stop, each time I give in its like I just want to pass away, or hurt myself so I can gain control of myself, I'm scared and don't know what to do, it would be better if I never existed in the first place.