Mad 😠

Sounds like a real fruit salad of big feels happening for you there @Macey

Has something happened for you to feel this way?

I've noticed that you haven't posted in a while - were things better for you then?

I think I found hell

I'm sorry to hear that @Macey ,

Please know we are here to listen in if you feel you need it.

Hell is other people and their selfish opinions

Hi @Macey. I'm sorry to hear you're feeling this way. It must be really difficult, and it sounds like it's been like this for a while, which I can imagine how exhausting that it must be. It makes it so much more difficult to deal with when we just get to the point of being exhausted with it all. I hope you can find some time for a little self-care just to give yourself a little break from everything and maybe recharge a little. Do you have anybody there you trust to take to? I find it helps a lot just to talk tell someone how i'm feeling... it just helps to get some of that frustration out of my head. You're not alone, so if you don't have anyone to talk to, or even if you do, we're here to listen and support you however you'd like.

No.

I'm no one can talk to any more and why?

It's because I establish boundaries after taking years to learn how to do that.

And they still kick me in the guts on the leaving way out. Proverbially speaking I mean this time.

I've not been beaten up for over a year