awkwardhighfiveContributor
I’m really struggling - anxiety meds?
Hi all,
posted awhile back about my struggles with severe health anxiety. They haven’t gotten any better and my overall depression and anxiety have gotten much, much worse.
today I start my journey with antidepressants/ anti anxiety medication [Edited by moderator]. I took it 1.5 hours ago and have already had two panic attacks. Being that I have severe health anxiety I get really scared about having to take new meds.
I’m not suicidal but life doesn’t feel worth it anymore. I feel empty and drained, I feel nothing but despair. I have no emotions other than sadness, fear, and anxiety. I spend time with loved ones and I can laugh and smile, but the hollowness never leaves. I feel like a complete shell.
I know there’s typically a 2 week adjustment to antidepressants but I’m worried that, because I had these panic attacks after taking the meds today, my brain will keep telling me it’s the medications fault and I will keep having panic attacks.
If you’ve had positive experiences with antidepressants / anti anxiety medication please share them, it would really help to hear about any uplifting outcomes.