Peteyzee98Casual Contributor
insomnia and depression at after hours of the night
Hello, Sane members and participants. Lately i've been dealing with crippling insomnia, and low mood in response to my insomnia, my sleep pattern is crook. I go to bed at 7-8 pm because i feel so drowsy from all the medications i take for my OCD and depression, some of them CNS depressants.
i usually wake up at midnight, but even sleeping through till 10-11 pm is a struggle with constant waking and tossing/turning. I find that when i was younger i found peace and solace in being the only one awake at that time of the night (2:00 AM), but now it is so daunting that i am feeling depressed even during the day due to my anticipation of what is to come each night. How do i break the cycle and try stay awake till at least 11 pm so i can sleep through those after hours? also how can i feel less lonely and like i am the only one who exists on planet earth when i am awake at those times, support would be immensely appreciated and welcomed.