Koko24New Contributor
Working with PTSD and burnout
I was hoping to get some advice from someone that has been through the work safe and workcover process.
In the last 5 years I have been working in a toxic environment and was put in dangerous situation where the company was liable and swept the issue under the rug.
I was struggling getting over what happened with nightmares, not sleeping etc.
My manager then started isolating me from the team and I was being put under more pressure and stress and clearly trying to the environment uncomfortable for me so I would leave, but in my mental state I was not in a position to be strong enough to leave let alone start a new job.
I felt targeted and bullied and things kept escalating and they kept pushing me watching my mental state get worse each time.
I have hung on for a year but my mental health now is not good and the doctor has diagnosed me with PTSD.
my manager then tricked me into a room where other directors were waiting for a meeting i didn’t know about. In this meeting the manager told me they would like to offer me 4 weeks paid leave to mutually terminate my employment and for me to leave the next day and sign their agreement stopping me from speaking to anyone about the meeting, offer and that I was leaving and I could not speak negatively about my manager or get 3rd party advice.
This triggered my trauma ans ptsd I have been on stress leave and can’t even get out of bed or leave my house at rhe moment.
I feel trapped and stuck in a dark hole with no way out. I can’t afford to not work and I am struggling to live off the income I am currently on and I know the process of looking for a new job, interviews and having tor meet all new people and a new job is all too much for me, and I don’t I want to be having mood swings and losing it at a new job.
I feel like my work place caused this and broke me and now want to discard me and avoid any responsibility. Everyone keeps telling me to just quit and get a new job but they don’t appreciate how hard and overwhelming just the idea of this is to me right now.
any advice would be great !