starpandaContributor
exhausted again
i keep coming back here when im feeling rough, i wanna commit more to the forums as a habit, in my day to day. but i just come back when things are bad again, sorry.
things are only quiet when they are numbed, i know this is temporary but i just want some peace.
it wouldnt be horrible if i revert back to old habitd, just for a while, no more broken crayons. they can keep their colour and i can go a bit grey.
i know im not making much sense, just want someone to know i tried