Queenb72Contributor
Bad Weeks
hi All hope you are travelling well. I’ve had a rough couple of weeks. Been up and down, mostly the downs and not sleeping. I foolishly decided a couple of months ago to stop my meds. I felt I don’t need them anymore. Anyway I got into trouble at work as I got quickly angry and told my manager what I felt plus I’m not doing my work fully due to my mental health and feeling overwhelmed. Also I am not sleeping at night I have been sleeping during the day when I’m supposed to be working. Not wise HR are now involved. I just felt so angry and vocal towards everyone. Anyway after a long wait from me putting off an appointment plus I have no mental health supports, I bit the bullet as I’ve hit rock bottom and I saw my GP in my new area for the first time who decided I needed an ambulance to go to hospital as I was in a state and suicidal. I refused so we negotiated and I spoke on the phone to the crisis assessment treatment team who said if I didn’t get myself to the hospital on my own they would call the Police to make a welfare check on me at home and take me away to hospital.
TW: Inpatient experiences
I was supposed to get phone call today from CATT team but no one called. The medication I was given from psychiatrist from the hospital was only anti depressants and sleeping pills, both got 7 days worth. He wouldn’t give me anti psychotics which I’ve had before and helped my angry periods. He said I didn’t need them. I’m worried as I am going back to work and I can’t lose my job. I’ve moved GP’s due to having to move but the new GP I saw this week said that for repeat prescription I have to go back to previous GP surgery which is 25km away. I don’t have energy or will. I don’t know what to do. I’m sorry long ramble. Any advice?