BlueTraneSenior Contributor
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Hey, it's been a while. I've been going through a tough time and feeling unwell. Like everyone, I have my good days and bad days. Right now, things are a bit rough. However, my therapist has taught me some useful techniques to handle it, and regularly seeing the exercise specialist has improved my overall health. The exercise specialist understands my situation and knows I'm not the typical "gym enthusiast." I have both good and bad days, but I'm working on getting stronger and healthier overall.
Lately, I've been having thoughts that lead to me swearing and clenching my teeth. What used to be just quiet swearing has turned into outbursts that my housemate can hear from his room. He's been asking me if I'm okay. I worry that I might come across like the homeless people I used to see in the city. But that is mostly due to my own internalise prejudices about my condition. Even though I realize what's happening afterwards, these sudden outbursts still bother me. I've talked to my psychiatrist about it, and we're working together to find ways to deal with it and keep it from getting worse.