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I have been completely internalizing how I feel because there is nobody to talk to (not an actual person)....and tbh I have no clue anymore. As a result Im having incredibly dark, dark thoughts...and urges. I never wanted life to get like this and I have so many thoughts whizzing around in my head and tbh I just don't want to be here....why do I bother putting one foot in front of the other?!? Tbh I feel like acting and just getting it over and done with...I can't do this....don't think I even 'want to carry on'....I'm beyond help beyond hope...done with this....
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