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helpless and want to end it

LearninggrowingSenior Contributor27 June 2023, 6:46 pm AEST

helpless and want to end it

I am somewhat lost. I am researching a planning to end my life. It's always the way. But i feel I could do with someone to talk to. My partner, my family and friends, are not only over hearing about my struggles, but they are busy, which is okay too.

I don't know, I feel like keeping quiet and going ahead with my plan, but I suppose I'm weak and there is a part of me that wants help, purely because I have very young kids and I don't want this is affect them long term, however, it's better I do it while they are so young, so that they don't remember.

I don't really know what I am asking here. Just feeling very alone

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In response to: helpless and want to end it

amber22Senior Contributor27 June 2023, 6:53 pm AEST

Re: helpless and want to end it

Hey there @Learninggrowing

You're not alone here. I'm sitting with you tonight in how you're feeling ❤️

Did you want to chat? I see you're feeling very low and could probably use someone to talk to - have you tried calling someone for support (maybe even our SANE drop in line)?

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LearninggrowingSenior Contributor27 June 2023, 7:04 pm AEST

Re: helpless and want to end it

thank you so much. Just that first sentence of making me feel like I'm not alone, is a big hug when I'm so down right now

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LearninggrowingSenior Contributor27 June 2023, 7:05 pm AEST

Re: helpless and want to end it

I wasn't aware of this Sane drop in line? what is that about please

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amber22Senior Contributor27 June 2023, 7:10 pm AEST

Re: helpless and want to end it

Of course! You're not alone at all right now. I am in an understanding that we might be changing the name of the line to 'support line' so I've just popped this link in for you to have a check out of some of the services you might like explore right now (including a call line where you can chat to someone right now).

Here are some helplines that might be helpful for you right now too

Let me know if any of this is helpful for you tonight 🙂 💘 @Learninggrowing

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Zoe7Senior Contributor27 June 2023, 8:08 pm AEST

Re: helpless and want to end it

Hey @Learninggrowing Whilst the position you are in right now is a very difficult one, I also see your bravery in reaching out. That not only takes courage but also personal insight. You are certainly not alone in sitting with these feelings and we are here to support you.

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