Keep Feeling Frustrated /Trying to be Hopeful

Hello Everyone Lost Angel here needing that space to type my thoughts out again and honestly sometimes this is the best place to do just that, ok so the main feeling is frustration in fact of basically spent this whole day frustrated and what over finances of course as there is yet another bill to take care of soon, As there was an maintence emergency just prior to this weekend ,A leaking Pipe under my house which I was not aware of untill there was neighbor complaints and the local council door knocking to see whos house it was coming from fun times indeed !! 😓 anyway the cost is quite alot as of course most sections of under house pipeing had to be replaced so good news is it is repaired but at an unexpectedly unprepared cost that situation basically fuelled my frustiaition and today I spent uncalmly trying to keep being calm but also trying to work out how to pay for the repairs moving forward,I got through today by watching a documentry series and eventually after trying to chill and eat food to relax decided to have a regular smoke to relax myself which did help a little , also detangled my hair with my hair brush i know alot of are most likely dealing with financial stress ,its just frustrating isnt it ? anyway I have rested alot and eaten today but still couldnt relax my mind enough ,Music did help too though ,trying to be positive and hopefull cause theres always ways that things do work out ,the frustrating part is just working out how exactly , but am trying to get a personal loan to pay it will look into that again tomorow ,its not quick to have $600 just like that , ok rant over for the night thank you for taking the time to listen