Creep Stepfather

@Down2 am very sorry to hear that you have to endure this man's presence in your life, it sounds like he makes you very uncomfortable and reminds you of some past experiences you'd really rather not revisit.

I can hear you really care about your family and want to do what is best for them, so maybe you're feeling a bit trapped in this situation, which is very rough. I hope you're able to get some time and distance from him so you can focus on yourself and your family 🤞

Thank you @Jynx

Hi,

I’m still feeling traumatised. I’m going through emotions of sadness, anger and anxiety.

This man is disgusting to do this to me. He knows some of the abuse I’ve endured in the past plus as a child. It’s just triggered awful feelings again. What a pig. My mother used to say that sometimes.

I’m in my 50’s but it would be sooo nice to have supportive figures in my life. I’m not feeling any. My psychologist said I never had a feeling of safety.

Usually when I’d text I’d write love at the end. I don’t want to atm. He may suspect somethings up. I’m trying to get into see my psychologist earlier but looks like it will be next Wednesday. I tried to call lifeline again but my 21 yr son came home. I told him last week but I don’t know whether to express anymore of what I’m going through to him. He’s had issues himself in the past. I’d like to think ptsd anxiety will not pass through the generations.

I’m going to yoga meditation this evening.

Please write me.

@Jynx

Hi @Down2

I'm new around here. 🙂

I want to acknowledge your ability to reach out for support through this forum, your psychologist, your son, lifeline and yoga!! From what I can see you have the tools and ability to reach out for support to face these emotions like sadness, anger and anxiety.

Your experiences and struggle can be heard and seen here! We see you, hear you and will provide support for you.

This forum and community is here to support you.

SANE also offers support through:

Counsellors- Counselling service supports people affected by complex mental health issues, complex trauma and high levels of psychological distress.

Peer Support Workers- Peer Support Workers have lived experience with mental health and other life challenges and can share their experiences of their recovery journey to provide support and promote values of hope, inclusion, connection, respect, empathy and autonomy.

You are more than welcome to reach out to our Support Centre on 1800 18 72 63, Mon - Fri,

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Sending lots of light x

From,

Fluffy light

Thank you @fluffylight.

Thank you for acknowleding my endevours to feel better. I just want to stay well and feel safe. Some joy would be nice.

He just texted me. Blahhhh yuk, disgusting man he is.

i just want to get him out of my head for awhile.

I was and am attempting to being myself to the present moment. Driving to yoga I was thinking whats 4 things I can see red, then a few other colours.

Yoga was very easy and a gentle class.

I really appreciate the support and knowing you are there.

xo

Hi @Down2 it is such a tough situation for you to be in, and I think it is normal to feel very unsafe with this person - I'm so glad you're reaching out for support whilst navigating this. It is really hard when your family/friends don't seem supportive, but having that professional support along the way is really reassuring. You deserve to feel safe, to feel heard and be able to talk freely about how this situation is affecting you.

I would highly recommend giving 1800RESPECT a call, they're really helpful and specialise in these sorts of situations. Oh, and also have a look into the Blue Knot Foundation, they specialise in supporting folks who have been through childhood trauma.

Hope the yoga meditation was soothing for your soul 💜