WhoopsCasual Contributor
BPD-PTSD-MS and medication and alcohol
Thursday night I have no memory of anything, I indeed remember having a bloody fit for some reason something triggered me. I don't remember anything but I have a sickening feeling I may have called the cops in my drunken psychotic state and maybe did a dibadob on someone. My dreams are so confusing as I'm scared to fall asleep because I can't tell what is reality and what is the dream. I am awaiting an appointment to diagnose further as I may be misdiagnosed and actually have scitsofrenia as I have hallucinations and extreme delusions thanks to my realistic dreams. I truly hope I've done nothing wrong..I simply can't remember. Paranoid much..that scares me.