Ever since I came back here feels different

That's expected I guess @ArraDreaming - even in other social situations, as a frequent visitor, after not being somewhere for 3 months, it can feel really weird. And maybe it's about having some hesitation about other people's reactions too? However, from what I've seen, members have really embraced you on your return.

It is clear that both you and the community are really making an effort to make this work.

Many of your contributions to the forums are valued by many.

In a way, that's probably a good thing @ArraDreaming . It goes both ways. The community are mindful of what and when they share, and so are you.

Then, transferring these skills into the real world, that's what we teach ourselves to do until it is natural. e.g. some children can say the most embarrassing things or behave in unseemly ways until they grow up, learn and practice what is socially acceptable and not acceptable.

It's a learning process.

@ArraDreaming

Sending a cooee. Hope you are alright mate. You have come through a lot.

Gotta fly ... well catch a train ... cos the old car aint safe to take on the freeway much ...

cheers

Apple