Loz_3647Senior Contributor
TW: contemplating suicide
TW: Suicide ideation
I barely have a life...I barely exist.
My marriage is over.
I have no friends, no job, no money.
I have no motivation, no interests.
I am depressed as f*ck.
I am getting little to no help/support.
Family do not give a crap.
I believe I am worthless, unlovable and a failure.
All I have right now is some alcohol and my thoughts of contemplating suicide.
It doesn't feel like there is anything left to live for.
I have tried. I have fought. I have been patient and I have stretched myself.
All for nothing.
In 2yrs nothing has got better.
I.cannot.do.this.anymore.
I.am.going.out.of.my.mind.