Dark_OlenaSenior Contributor
Alot of panic thinking
My son is 33 and newly arrived in Madrid on break from mining in Papua. He will be staying back packers hostels. I googles Madrid and only 27% speak some english and not very good. My son is not answering my messages. I know the time difference and I was trying to message at his time between 8.30 and 10pm.
I am in a bad state in my mind right now. Forward negative thinking is my mind always has been, am always in survival mode, ready for dealing with bad things. I at least just want to know if he is settled, but not having him answer is making me so sick with fear. Having no answer is giving way to all types of terrible scenarios. Feel like vomiting now.