StrawberrypinkNew Contributor
Bipolar episode?
Hi, does anyone here who has bipolar find that they have episodes where they are intensely anxious and almost socially delusional for weeks, but sleep fine/attend work? I had a disagreement with my room-mates, and I've been finding my self ranting out loud to myself, feeling really upset and stressed, and just wanting to find a new place to live. I'm starting to calm down, but I seem to have episodes of irritability and anxiety that come out of nowhere a lot, and I become more out of my shell and very nervous during those episodes and feel like I'm in flight mode, and have to get out or just want to hide but feel stuck in my out there and stressed mood. Does anyone else have episodes where they become that stressed? I'm honestly feeling worried by how little insight I have into how illogically stressed I am during those episodes because I don't want people to feel disliked or to be rude, or have social problems. Is this a "bipolar thing", and if it is, what do you tend to do to manage your episodes.