ProbNotSaneCasual Contributor
Unhealthy anount of self hatred
Not really asking for advice, just wanted to get it out of me.
I never feel happy with myself, but I feel so guilty. Whenever I hate myself I always remind myself that people have it worse, and I should be grateful for me. But I never love my appearance, personality or literally anything. Whenever an achievement comes to me I am happy but then I always feel guilt, like I could have done better.
- You know like there's always this one person who does anything that annoys you or just makes you mad? That's how i always feel when I look at my actions, at myself, at literally anything I do. I always envy people around me who love themselves. No matter how hard I try to change myself it just won't work. And I never like whenever people say "oh no you're perfect, you're amazing, you're enough, you're beautiful" I don't want to hear it. I know it's bad but I've accepted the fact I hate myself to such an extent that I give up on confidence.