@Anoushka
Simply. Yes.
How it has manifest has differed at different stages of my life.
Sometimes, the scratching became patting, then more intense, extending to SH, but I think a lot of it stems from dissociation. Recognising internal signals has always been tricky for me.
Eg., I was so used to doing food for others that when my last child left home I would completely forget to eat until I established some basic routines for me.
Recently I had some itchy attacks and now I am wondering if it was emotional and part of me reclaiming my skin and my body. I still have a lot of difficulty identifying feelings with words, though I have worked at it. I prefer music and language associated with music. I was also wary of people who overidentified with their own feelings as the ultimate truth, and tended to be more cerebral.
Yes I had trauma in childhood and in marriage.