Self worth in family and groups

Hi all, im a borderline.

Male 23 yrs old from Australia.

I love my family my brothers and i are all creative types.

My older brothers are succsessful musicians, i worked as a game developer philospher youth worker artist ect ect.. with varying success

But when they talk about their achievements and plans i feel hollow and ussless.

Even though i have acheved many things. They dont get much attention unless i bring them up.

Maybe its part of being the youngest, but makes me feel invisible which fills me with borderline rage that i have to supress.

All from a chill family gathering.

And i feel inconsolably small.

Love to hear if other borderlines have felt this and how they managed.