Deja vu, again.

Hi, @Historylover . You touched on how things have been in that other thread. I gather that things are still lousy? 😟

Hello @Historylover

I'm sorry if you feel besieged by unpleasant coincidences and reminders. I feel sometimes things resonate more when I'm empty, and events seem to converge like arrows in a broken heart. I hope to refill my cup and I wish the same for you.

Best wishes

Dimity

It is heartening to know at least one person read my post, and had a little understanding of what I was trying to say, @Dimity. There is an enormous backstory to these situations and, without it, it is difficult to convey these repeating experiences.

I hope you fill your cup to overflowing @Dimity. Thank you for your kind thoughts.

@Historylover sometimes we're a vessel that reverberates like a Tibetan bowl. I've found some relief in the past through meditation. Do you meditate?

Wishing you a good day and the possibility of healing, or at least some easing of the pain.

No, @Dimity. I don't meditate. I have tried it and it did relax me, but my reality resurfaces when the session is over. I study mostly. It's really important to me and although it won't get me employment, it is the fulfillment of achieving things I had previously thought beyond me. I have made enormous progress during the past year and have been pleased with my work. It has been exhilarating to achieve these things and to learn skills which, in previous times, I would have considered beyond me.

Thank you again for your good wishes. I hope you have a good day too. It's looking nice here. Nice and sunny, and 28 degrees.