JeebeezxCasual Contributor
And my story comes out...
It's confusing when you get told you have all these disorders, you sometimes think what or who am I? Am I real? That's sort of thing. Like me for eg, I was diagnosed at the age of 3 with ADHD... Then later came major depressive disorder, eating disorders and suicide attempts in high school and planning my own funeral, then came college where I had another unsuccessful attempt at seeing hell in its glory and going on my first anti depressant, later on psychosis (hallucinations and delusions) with mania setting in I didn't understand it back then so I kept to myself, along with abusive relationships, self harm, and the most degrading job of my life. In all that I was diagnosed with bipolar 1 W/psychosis and my boyfriend left me because he couldn't handle my emotions, I was on anti psychotics, mood stablizers, and anti depressants which went on for a few years trying to find the right combination, worst one was making me gain XX kgs and feeling like an absolute zombie, during this time I did that degrading job that not many people would really want to do... working in a strip club during that I developed a personality disorder (histrionic personality disorder), another eating disorder on top of that and insomnia, I went off my medication in 2017 to 2021 when I had to start taking anti depressants as after my son was born in 2020 I developed postnatal psychosis as well as having a bipolar/psychotic break, in that time I had a mental evaluation by a psychiatrist and he diagnosed me with having depersonalization and derealization as well as being diagnosed with Asperger's and Schizotypal personality disorder having the other personality disappear and my old work was making that happen. So as you can see it's been an interesting journey of mental health problems.
