Natural alternatives

Hi @Cherub

I have struggled with PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder), anxiety and depression for many years.

Over the years I have tried many anti depressants, so many, I have lost count. They made me feel worse. The only medicaiton I take is anti anxiety meds, but only occassionally. They are not meds that can be taken all the time. Although lately I have been taking them for a while, but will have to have a break off them very soon. So I understand why you are reluctant to take medication. I prefer not to take any, due to side affects.

I have been to naturopaths and have done alot of my own research. We are not allowed to name natural herbs etc on the forum. I do take a variety of vitamins etc., but to be honest, I really don't notice that they make any difference for me, but I take them anyway, because I am sure that they must be helping me in some way, even if I don't notice it.

After having a long break from having therapy, I recently started going to see a psychologist. I have had 7 visits with her so far. She is helping me with mindfulness and I find it helpful doing deep breathing and being aware of how tense I am and relaxing those muscles. I am constantly working on my negative thoughts and mindfulness is a good thing to learn. Some days like today, I find it very difficult, other days it's easier.

I have been to several psychologists over the years and this psychologist is the only one that I feel comfortable with. I have had lots of counselling as well. The reason I started going to this psychologist, is because I heard about a therapy called EMDR (eye movement desensitisation reprogramming). Aparently it helps people overcome PTSD, anxiety, etc. I have done alot of research on EMDR and it makes sense to me now. I just need to learn to put my protective wall down, so that the EMDR will work properly.

I hope this is helpful for you. I wish there was a magic pill that would work, but so far I haven't found any. I will keep searching for an answer. Medication does help alot of people, I'm not one of them unfortunately.

Feel free to chat any time. Sorry to hear that you are struggling, I hope that you can find an answer to making life easier.

Even though I feel like I don't have any energy, I force myself to go for a fast walk and/or pilates stretches. Exercising is definitely helpful in many ways. I don't enjoy exercising, but I know it helps.

Also, I eat healthy foods and have figured out which foods don't agree with me and have stopped eating those foods. Nuts, oats, sugar, etc are really bad for me. We are all different and it's different for everyone.

Lots of filtered water too. @Cherub

Also being methodical about our hierarchy of needs. Addressing them as they arise, but not overly buying into social competitveness.

I used to do like @utopia .. gotta claim all my airwaves again. got my piano and studio back .. and now linked in on laptop ... yay