LostAngelSenior Contributor
stressful day today
hello everyone stresfull day today sometimes it can seem that we can lose faith in people in general or maybe in ourselves or maybe we are struggling ourselves whilst trying to help others,not sure where this post is going but anyway I helped someone today yet felt guilty for not trusting them enough to believe at first that they really did need help,worried with being hurt/self proctection or something so too paronoid or doubtfull about helping others ,trust issues ,but it did all work out in the end thank goodness ,besides that Im tired tonight but going to drive a family member to where they need to get to tomorow,I need to take time in between trying to help others to also look after myself,will listen to music soon and might even pray about it,not everyone is hurtfull,not everyone is a liar ,not everyone has wrong motives for me,its just harder now to see that and see what peoples intentions are so rather than be hurt ,id rather think the worst or negative to prevent being hurt more rather than expecting people to be trustworthy or geniune but in doing so I can not only hurt myself but also those around me when I feel unstable about whos being truthfull verses who actually cant be trusted and should stay clear of,guess this is confusing for me to work out for the timebeing,will try to relax now