AlicentCasual Contributor
Feeling like Imploding from Burnout
Just finished work at 6pm and just wanted to tell someone other than family or friends about how I feel right now about work.
I feel like:
- I’m disassociating right now. That I’m going to implode or contemplate worse just to make it stop.
- My work is never quite good enough, there’s always something missing.
- I’m behind in my work, always feeling like I’m trying to catch up.
- I’m struggling to pay attention and focus.
- Quitting or finding another job because I’m letting the team down.
- I’ve upset another coworker again but never getting a direct response as to why from them.
- My memory and concentration is failing.
- My meds aren’t working for me anymore.
- I can’t do my job freely without someone pointing out what I didn’t do right nearly every goddamn job.
- My work isn’t worth it anymore and I’m letting everyone down just being here.
- Drained from guessing what’s wrong with me, it is just anxiety and depression or is it undiagnosed ADHD?