jb6Casual Contributor
My story | TW: suicide
Hi there!
It's incredible to see so many strangers caring about the well-being of other strangers all around Australia.
I want to share my story because maybe it'll help someone who desperately needs it.
On the 27th of December, 2019 I attempted suicide using a prescribed medication. At the time, I was struggling with thoughts of worthlessness and struggled to identify what I was feeling for my girlfriend, whether it was love or indifference. I was having sleepless nights and lost over two-thirds of my body weight. I first made up my mind when my dad decided to leave to go to the shops with his partner that day. I wrote a note to my family and girlfriend telling them that I was sorry.
Following my attempt, I went to two psychologists, a family therapist, and two psychiatrists. I was on medication for two years. I've only just recently gotten off my pills. I still have depression and anxiety, as I always will, but now I can take care of myself.
On the 27th of December, in my 15th year on this earth, I attempted to end my life.