Alice88New Contributor
Really struggling
Since covid, which concidentally turned out to happen a few weeks after I moved states, I have slowly gone downhill mentally in many ways (and physically by way of putting on a huge amount of weight). When I moved I planned to join a number of new groups of interest and start a new life. Because of covid this didn't happen as everything was cancelled and I was left for 18 months alone without any friends at all other than ones I have always had but who were now remote. People including family who had planned to visit weren't able to and nor was I able to travel because of restrictions. I go through long periods where I feel very lost and desperate. I have a couple of very superficial acquaintances now but that doesn't really help much. I think I'm now too far gone for that. Psychologists are all too young and/or inexperienced and anyway there are many more younger people who need them. Sorry just a bit of a first time rant.