ArraDreamingSenior Contributor
Not sure what to say right now....
I have everything I have ever wanted right in front of me which is so much more than many people even wish for and dream of I love my family and my partner and I used to have this picture in my head of exactly how I wanted my life to look like and it's pretty damn close to this
except one thing
I'm not doing so well, I'm feel Ike I'm not keeping up everything being thrown at me, I have everything I need and want but I still feel like I'm drowning when I shouldn't be
I'm not really depressed right now, or anything like that, i can see the light in the things and feel happiness, but I 'm just struggling.
like today, I had the best day with the kids, my partner is working so I'm home with them most days and I actually took them both out of the house and on a little adventure, and our 3 year old said he had so much fun "can we go back there on maybe Wednesday???" (He heard me mention Wednesday once and now it's a thing)
Its these little happy moments that bring so much light to my life but they are also so clouded by the fact that I'm overwhelmed with life