Crazy Dream

a few nights ago I had a crazyish dream well at the least it was unusual it was so real too that is it seemed real at the time just thought Id write it out though ........ in the dream I was seeing one therapest then a group of therapests and they where trying to help me by getting everything emotionally out on paper in terms of my specific lifes journey all the bad stuff that has happend all wriiten out in a very thick book the thickest book Ive ever seen then they handed the book to me the cover had past,presesnt and future written on it with three different/pictures symbalising the three chapters of the book,when thay handed the book to me they said based on every bad issue that had happend that my life or at least the bad parts of my life where a series of unfortunate events,meaning that all those negative situations had been very much out of my control and wherent my fault ,after they handed me the book about my life I had no idea what to do the book,there was the question of should I read it or remember the lessons from it alsmost as if I was or they where trying to help me find deep rooted answers to some very deep questions finally I decided to take the book but I wasnt sure I would ever read it as it seemed the whole point was for this group of people to help get everything negative about my life mentally and emotionally out of my system and out onto paper it was a very strange dream but almost a sense of deep healing in the dream as if by somehow removing all that negativity from my life I was finally free really free from all the past hurts and past situations as if the negatives where being removed from my mind /seperated from me but given to me in book form it was the thickest book Ive ever seen