LostAngelSenior Contributor
Worried, Anxious, about relationship ,having to be either patient or should I keep trying to talk ?
Hi Everyone yes its me again with another saga of relationship worries,Im getting that way I could write a book on relationships and phychology of relationships sorry just being a bit sarcastic there anyway I could either mention the long story or spare you from that and cut straight to long story short well ok this is where Im at in dot points one I have been seeing someone for months,two things have been progressing well despite a few rough patches,three hes called me baby,and long story short he asked me to be his girlfriend but the downer is I didnt properly respond which Im highly regretting now,and today I havnt been able to reach him all day so I dont know what to do except wait thats just a breif summary ,isnt it utterly terrible when we cant allow ourselves to have the good things we want? now more than anything Im scared,scared of what this means ,does he think Ive lost interest ect possibly? or is he just plain busy for today? I dont know it makes me anxcious he hasnt respond at all ,its unsettling and the thing is things where going so well pluss I really really like him so now what or am I overreacting ? I want to and need to tell him how I feel but has he felt rejected by me ? just questions sorry everyone
Ive spent today worried but also seeking advice from sane councilling as well as lifeline and breifly just emotional support from an aunt whos basically trying to tell me to think good thoughts,relax,ect also Im about due for my meds and have drank a bit much coffee here I am now laughing at possibly how ridiculous Ive been today over this that I didnt stop and think to message the obvious lol although now that its a bit late at night and Id rather not bother him as such at this time of day lol but oh hes adorable Im starting to realise the many reasons why he hasnt responded so things may be ok after all its only today he hasnt spoken to me ,yesterday we did speak so I need to relax and also tell him the obvious as soon as he does speak to me so lets hope problem solved I need to relax hes always come back to me and me him but yes I was shocked in a good way to hear him say that so wish me luck and thank you for listening
