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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
I cant sleep. I am losing my mind for example I got a package delivered the other day. I opened it up and it was a dress ..... I cannot remember ordering it. I placed other orders which I remember but not this one .... there were actually 3 instinces lately that I cannot remember or thinik clearly. I am losing my mind .....
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
Hugs to you @Bunniekins maybe it is time to pay the doctor a visit?
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@Eden1919 Hi Eden1919 doc knows through mental health nurse. I weill be going into hospital for a major medicine change as soon as I can arrange for carers for son2. I just hate all meds.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
@Bunniekins That must be difficult having to go into hospital again. And I understand I hate the meds too I wish there was another way to make things better hopefully the new ones won’t be so bad/scary.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@Eden1919 
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
@Bunniekins I'm sorry to hear how you're suffering 😞
I remember in the past how you said you hate the meds but that you think it's better to take them anyway...I really hope you can get carers for Son2 soon, so you can go into hospital for the meds change.
Sending you lots of hugs, dear @Bunniekins 💚
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BPDSurvivorSenior Contributor
Hugs @Bunniekins ,
This certainly sounds challenging. On the other hand, I think it is really good that you can recognise the early signs that 'something is not right'. Sometimes, people wait and wait until they are so unwell that it takes months/years to get back to their baseline.
This is a good start. I too hope you will be able to find support for your son soon.
BPDSurvivor
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SnowieSenior Contributor
You are not losing your mind hon @Bunniekins
I have done the same thing. There are things I cannot remember even though family will remind me.
Not sure if it is ECT or meds or a combination.
You are not alone sweetie.
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Sophia1Senior Contributor
Dear @Bunniekins
Sorry to hear that you are struggling with medication.
The hardest part is often trying to find one that suits your system.
Your doctor sounds as though they are listening to you and helping you in the best way by trialling doses or different medications in hospital under care of trained staff.
Try to rest and regain some of you whilst in there.
I do know how hard it is.
Thinking of you lovely pea xx💚A beautiful green heart for our lovely greenpea who has a beautiful heart of her own.
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AnastasiaSenior Contributor
Oh @Bunniekins hugs and love and hoping something can be sorted for care for your an so that you can get the help you need 🙏💚
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SJT63Senior Contributor
@Bunniekins
hugs from me too pea.... hope the hospital visit isn't too long and they get you back to us soon xoxox
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