Eden1919Senior Contributor
impulsiveness
I am having trouble with being impulsive lately especially the last few days, I have been spedning too much money and i just want to talk to everyone all the time and i want to pester all my friends and be talking to them even at 4am and i keep just buying things because why not and the other night i thought i could fly and nearly did something that could have ended badly but thankfully i realised i didnt have wings before anything happened but anyway i just want to spend all night listening to music and singing and dancing and i have so much uni work to do but i just want to run around and go for walks in the night well i did go for some walks in the night and everything just feels magical and i feel powerful like i kind of am because i am half god and honestly i just have so much i want to do and all at the same time and i need someone to have a debate with about the big issues and i cant sit still and everything i just feel like i am about to explode but not in a bad way and i oh yeah being impulsive yeah so the spending is kind of a big issue cause i have no money to spend and like yeah not good but i cant stop and idk how to manage this. and the talking thing too like i am tempted to just start talking to random online strangers cause why not ugh this is so hard.